Finding Comfort in Solitude: A Reflection on My Journey to Self-Discovery
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Abeer Mishra
9/11/20231 min read
I'm in a stage of my life where nothing excites me anymore. I don't feel happy or sad. It's a mix of emotions that are hard to explain.
Sometimes, I can sense that people around me think I don't care or that I'm cold-hearted. But deep down, I know I'm not intentionally detached. I can't control how I feel.
I miss the days when everything used to excite me and make me feel alive. The butterflies in my stomach have disappeared. I wish I could feel that spark and passion again. Maybe one day, I'll understand why I feel this way and find a way to bring back my zest for life. For now, I find comfort in being alone.
In my solitude, I have the space to reflect and understand myself better. Here, I can think about my emotions without outside influences. While others may see my tranquility as indifference, I know it's a temporary break from the ordinary.
I'm hopeful that this phase will pass and I'll feel alive again. I'm searching for answers and eagerly waiting for the day when the world becomes exciting once more. In this journey of self-discovery, I strive to make things better for myself because true happiness lies within me.